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Monday, January 29, 2007 { 10:54 PM }

I shall reply tags here.
chunmei: I realised that too. haha. I also realised that I didn't visit your blog for a very long time too. Takkaires.
fangjie: Thanks for the encouragement. Yea I'll surely buck up and go for combined schools team this year again. Well, I'm not really that sad luh. Just disappointed in my performance.
sandra: Yo, you're welcome to pop by anytime.
wanxin: Sorry luh, nobody told me. OOPS. XD
joyce: Oh cool. Thanks charry and joyce for tagging. Tag more!
anon: Hey, yea I'm the 209 chern hwee but I so don't look like zi heng.
yanjun: I'm so sorry I haven't relinked you yet. Will do it asap. Thanks for tagging though.
danetta: Hello. (:
jiya: No, I'm not emo luh. haha. Of course you're smart and observant. (:
matt: It was always up just that the skin has some stupid problem so I changed it away. I still liked the previous one. It's nicer.
ryan: I see you every Sunday in tuition. Something fishy is going on with you and ehem right?
yonghan: You can don't red my posts and just tag. I'm fine with it.

{ 10:04 PM }

Many fun things happened in the last week. Like Taiwanese buddies came and joined us for 2 short days of lessons, Trisha creating a mess in the bus on the way for training and then the "fight" over who to burst the pack of ice water. Not forgetting, INTER HOUSE GAMES OPENING CEREMONY!

Kitty(yes, that's her name) and Anne! They're some really funky people. I only remember the 2 of them so yah. Well, Anne sat beside me and Jinyang for the 2 days of immersion programme. Basically we had to try and talk to them in English but somehow we still had to translate lessons into Mandarin. Brain taxing. I swear I've never spoken so much almost-but-not-accurate Chinese in my life. haha. Their autograph page in their journals was titled "The world will never be the same without you." Woots, I feel so honoured signing in most of them. (:

Oh ho, the mess was so stoops. Only the RGS throwers and jumpers would know what happened. I shall not elaborate more on it. It was certainly embarrassing. Well, if you wanna know more, you can always ask me.

YU JIA! I'll burst the next melted-ice pack next time (if there is one)! I wanted to burst it by jumping on it but Chloe kept stopping me. Like they say "san1 fen1 zhong1 de4 re4 du4". After Cheryl got the phone video function ready, I didn't dare to burst it anymore so I let Yu Jia burst it. Nothing much happened, the water only oozed out. Damn. We were making so much excessive noise that I'm sure we'll get booked.

HADLEY! PURPLE PEOPLE POSSES POWER! The 20 min performance was really interesting. We had the preview of the mass dance performance always held before the start of the finals. The mass dance captains can really shake. Ooh lala. Haha sec 1s, they'll have to do that sexayye dance. Good luck people. I missed mine last year cause I had to run. Good for me. So sad I didn't bring my camera to school. The amphi theatre was divided so beautifully into 5 sections cause everybody was wearing their house shirts. Hadley looked so small...

Today's triple jump trial was not that bad I suppose. I failed to break my PB set the other time. Well, at least I know I'm more consistent at jumping 9.6m and above. If only it'll remain that way till Nationals. I want to squeeze into top 8 at least. I shall try triple jump on Wednesday again and do abit of long jump. The new technique is pretty cool to do. Stylo!

Weiqi, God bless you and may you rest in peace.

`chernhwee

Sunday, January 28, 2007 { 12:35 AM }

I changed my blogskin cause the previous one had some stupid problem . But anyway I guess it's also time to change my blogskin. (: Wait patiently for the long long post I owe you people. haha.

Friday, January 26, 2007 { 9:26 PM }

Something's really wrong with my blog. Shall post about this eventful week some other time. (:

Saturday, January 20, 2007 { 8:33 PM }

I'm sick of wushu, I'm sick of track, I'm sick of school, I'm sick of my computer, I'm sick of the tv. I'm sick too. Everything is blurred. Whirring around and around me non stop.

Try as I might but I can't get myself to set my mind frame right again and start completing my homework neither can I get myself to go sleep or something. I can't relieve myself of this weird sensation which don't usually occur to the hyper me. I can't let it out. TRAPPED.

; behind a smile is a broken soul...

I don't seem to excel in whatever I do. RGS-- the stupidest there. Track-- never qualified for finals. Wushu--didn't make it into national team (I think). Everything returns back to scratch when some little miserable progression is made. I'm such a loser. I've lost hope.

I need to find that key to unlock myself from this cage I locked myself in. Why can't my life have more roses? Why isn't anybody answering to my silent wishes?

Talk to the hand, I'm in no mood now. Bah, humbug!

` chernhwee

{ 8:21 PM }

I'm feeling so shit now. Sian diao. =.="

Friday, January 19, 2007 { 9:06 PM }

Whee, what an enjoyable day has it been! My stomach and jaws were aching with all the laughter. Laughter is the best medicine. I did laugh away some of my sore throat-ness. I don't think it made any sense but haha. I think I'm falling ill soon cause of all the trainings in the rain.

Nowadays the weather is getting slightly cocky. The sun is shining so brightly yet it is drizzling at the same time. I don't have the habit to bring an umbrella wherever I go so I get totally drenched when it suddenly pours. :)

Training was some sort of accomplishment. I cleared 8 hurdles 4m apart each ONCE but that leaves me satisfied. Striding against strong winds were so tough that I literally died after each lap. However I survived all 6 laps to give myself a pat on the back. :) I so hope that I'm not peaking now cause it's abit too early.

Sorry Natalie and Zhen Zheng to keep you all waiting at Bishan train station for so long. On the train, Natalie and I were watching some "horror movie". You know when a couple does all the mushy mushy stuff in public. The looks of both of them reminded me of some tv programme. A sentence the screen once showed was "no money, no china honey." SICK. 50 cent ticket entitled us to a rather good view. At least, our money didn't go to waste. :) Some LIVE acting.

Disney was showing Peter Pan II: return to neverland. WOOTS. I'm young and young at heart so don't you dare laugh.

Ahhhh, Yu Xiang received the letter from WZ already. I so don't think I got in but nevertheless, I must have hope! Hopefully the letter will arrive in my mailbox tomorrow or something. I have no idea why I want the letter badly but it's still good to be in national team. Cross my fingers and hope. WAITING...

'chernhwee

Thursday, January 18, 2007 { 4:47 PM }

WOOTS!

Yesterday was some lucky day of mine. Training was some form of accomplishment cause I broke my personal best for triple jump yesterday! 10m! YAY! Though it was not some official jump, at least I know I can do it. That's the sweetest feeling ever. Smiles. Rachel is so darn pro. It's her first attempt at triple jump and she hit a fantastic distance of 9.8m. I wish I had her height, I'll probably go further.

A new year, a new target. Hmm.. when asked to write down our goals for track on the training log, I set for myself 10.5m for triple jump and 13.8secs for 80m hurdles. I going all the way for it. Yea, for RAFFLES.

End of January and February there would be trails. If only we could produce more of such lovely results. JIAYOU people.

`chernhwee

Monday, January 15, 2007 { 8:30 PM }

Yay, two scoop strawberry and one scoop chocolate ice cream after dinner! It's like along time ever since I ate ice cream. Yum.

Haha, the ice cream sort of made me waste about three hours of hardcore track training. We did conditioning and weights today. Omg, the 20kg bar seemed heavier than usual. Perhaps I'm not used to doing weights after since WZ stopped training. Sorry SINOians but I really can't make it now for the PT trainings on Sunday. I'll arrange to go for it after this term. :) okay, back to track. We did clean, lunges, and many other stuff which I don't know the name of. Yea, I felt the sense of accomplishment. My PE shirt was so filthy cause rjc's floors are like covered with dust. Training is one word, FUN!

Oh, the phrase "one word" reminds me of a joke Jiya and Liqi told me during house practice.

J and L: Hey, I tell you 2 words.

J: I love you.

L: No, that's three words.

J: Two. You know why?

L: Nope.

J: Because I and you are one.

Love me and I'll love you.

`chernhwee

Saturday, January 13, 2007 { 7:56 PM }

EEE. So shit! It's like a Saturday morning and I got booked by our school's dear head prefect for low socks. She told me that my socks were sitting on my ankle bone instead of covering the ankle bone. Like WHATEVER! Only a mere difference of 0.5 cm or less. I can't help it that I'm so bony right?

During assembly yesterday, the prefects claim that 80% of the school population abide by school rules. haha. I know I belong in the 20%. :) They also claimed that prefects do not enjoy booking people and erm... prefects are not on a booking spree. I shan't comment on the statements here cause I know I'll be screwed when I get back to school.

So not fair, I love my Adidas shoes and I'm not allowed to wear them cause 80% white shoes are only determined by the prefects. Yea, can I ask if they even bothered to calculate the percentage before allowing it? Or maybe, did they score like 4.0 in both A maths and E maths. Zzz.

Stupid things happened today again.

I went out with Zhen Zheng today after literature presentation discussion before going to tuition. We were outside school waiting to cross the road, busily chatting. When we saw a man cross the road and some cars stopped, we blindly followed. We only realised that cars were still turning in the left most lane. We were damn scared and we just stopped in the middle of the road before turning and running back to the pavement. Weird instincts we have. :)

Oh, school com lab's computers are really lousy. It's like the keys are really hard to press the functions are sort of mixed up. Yea, while Zhen Zheng and Joline sourced for pictures, I occupied myself by decorating the slides and adding custom animation. It's really fun you know. Okay, maybe you don't, so I'm telling you.

Yay, I love 209'07 dudettes! Glad I chose to stay.

Ah well, back to hanging outside school. We went to Novena and ate lunch. There was loads of time so we went window shopping. Oh, there was this pet shop which sold grooming stuff and food for different kinds of animals. It had rabbits "on display". Zhen Zheng was so excited bout the cute furry ball that she didn't know there was a glass in front of her. She banged into it and haha, she flattened her nose. XD.

P.S. You KPO, stop bothering me.

`chernhwee

Friday, January 12, 2007 { 10:21 PM }

Haha. Stupid things just keep happening to me. I'm not ranting but yea, it's really good to laugh. XD.

Track training was bluddy fun except for the rain. We did drills indoors and some technique training along a corridor at rjc. That's called improvisation. :) When the rain sort of stopped, we hurriedly set up the stuff we needed on the track. Striding against the wind and slight drizzle was quite cold. Raindrops kept getting into my eyes. Cheryl started this thing about needing to have a pair of specs to protect her eyes and we went on to more exaggerate things like the goggles and eventually snorkeling masks.

It was really distracting to run beside the guys cause they are like so darn fast and I do get pressurised. Oh, there was this guy who started singing the chicken little song. I burst out laughing and then his friend was saying something like "See, she's laughing at you already. Sing what sing." And that gay guy just went "Yeah, be happy, be happy." Omg.

Low hurdles run was some sort of disaster cause I wasn't concentrating enough and there I went, hitting the damn hurdle and crashing to the ground. I was totally wet can. Nah, I didn't injure myself cause water acts as a lubricant. I completely lost my form after that and I jumped over the hurdles instead of attacking them. Well, no more sense of accomplishment.

Yea, the best part was cooling down. Me and Guan decided to be funky and we ran barefooted on the track. Guan was retarded and she insisted to run in the field at first but I so did not want to get muddy. Soaked thoroughly through is enough mann. And so we ran, relatively fast for a cool down round but we were busily playing; splashing water at each other when there was a puddle, that we weren't tired. Fun fun fun!

Had to go home myself after that. Not that I want to but I was compelled to change back to my blouse and pinafore. Hanged out at J8 for a while with my seniors and then we all headed in different directions home.

And I think I am really fated with Zhen Zheng. We met each other at the foyer before I left for training and she for third lang. After training and her lesson, we met at Bishan Station. No, we didn't yue1 hao1 okay.

There's house practice tomorrow morning. Stupid, have to wake up really early tomorrow again. Well it's all for HADLEY! Bye, till then.

'chernhwee

Tuesday, January 09, 2007 { 8:45 PM }

What a happy new year it has been so far mann...
Everything just don't seem to fall into place!

This whole thing is so screwed. I have two options. 1) Drop AEP and do advanced strand only or 2) Change to 208 and do AEP as well as advanced strand. I don't see why I should give up on my art and why I should leave 209. Well, FOR FRIENDS OR FOR ART. I know that there is no win-win resolution to this problem. It's like I've talked to my art teacher, my deputy principal and yeah, none of them are willing to give in. It's all on me now.

I have to decide it by tomorrow morning. I'm just so stressed over it lah. This damn decision will concern my sec three year so uh huh, it's very serious. If only I had an ambition... Architect? Engineer? Civil servant (of course not a teacher)? Whatever, art and maths will surely be of great help. I have got to learn to let go. Will things be not so bad after all?

I really wonder why did I even commit myself to so many things. seems like 24 hours in a day is really not enough. Ahh so shit. I'm really scared that the day I have to choose between wushu and track comes. Time is really passing very quickly. Scary.

~~Save me before I go crazy.~~

'chernhwee

Monday, January 01, 2007 { 10:45 PM }

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!!

I'm really tired and lazy to post so till then. haha.

'chernhwee