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'cause we got it going on

about me.
Chern Hwee
Nanyang Primary School
6J'05
Artistic gymnastics
Raffles Girl's School
108'06 209'07 301'08 401'09
Hadley
Track and field
Wushu
4 March 1993
chernhweezhenhui@hotmail.com



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Tuesday, October 31, 2006 { 3:21 PM }

Just another quiz...

IN THE PAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU :

o1 . Cried : Nope cause it's a sunny yellow banana day...
o2 . Worn jeans : Hmm... new edition of school uniforms?
o3 . Met someone : DUH. That's what we go to school fo, isn't it?
o4 . Done laundry : Eh no. Soap pollutes water. We ought to save water-- a precious resource, you know.
o5 . Went hungry : I guess it should be no. But i love to eat!
o6 .Talked on the phone : Nope. SMS is much better.
o7 . Said I love you : Definate YES!!! It's the last day of school today and I LOVE 108'06!!!

DO YOU BELIEVE IN :
o8 . Yourself: Yes.
o9 . Your friends : That what friends are for, you nincompoop.
1o . Tooth fairy : It's a cheap way of earning money.
11 . Destiny / Fate : Everything bores down to it I suppose. I got an award during Farewell Assembly it's simply cause I was meant to rock the world.
12 . Ghosts : I will haunt you (glare at some noob tracker) if I can. Watch out person.
13 . UFO : It's unidentified.

FRIENDS AND LIFE:
14 . Do you ever wished you had another name: Um... what can i call myself?
15 . Do you like anyone: What a stupid question. The answer is somewhat fixed.
16 . Which one of your friends acts most like you: Um.. I don't go around noticing people. If they are acting the same way as me, I know i am being noticed!
17 . When you cried the most who was there: Huh?
18 . What's the best feeling in the world: Victorious. (not over the winning of noobs though)
19 . What's the worst feeling in the world: Depression... It really makes you feel suicidal.
2o . What time is it now: 22.22pm What a COINCIDENCE eh?
21 . Chocolate or vanilla : Chocolate lah DUH. Vanilla can be tasteless at times. YUCK.
22 . Coke or pepsi : Neither, Qoo is the best. You can ask for refunds if an insect flew into your drink. XD.
23 . Love or Lust : Love.

YOUR PICK:
Mac or KFC : Fast food is not nice. They all taste the same and are so oily. Treat me to exotic dishes if you can.
Single or group dates : How do you date singly? Kiss yourself, dude.
Adidas or nike : Nike.
Lipton Tea or Nestea : I don't drink tea. They stink.
Cappucino or coffee : Neither do i drink coffee. They stink even more.

DO YOU:
Smoke : Figuratively, yes i do when I'm angry. WAHA.
Curse : FUCK YOU. There you go.
Take a shower : Oh so not. I take a bath.
Have a crush : I have the same answer as you.
Like school : Perhaps... =.="
Want to get married : Hell yea.
Think you`re a health freak : I love sports and if I were to fall sick, how am I going to train? I know you got enough brains to answer that.

SLURPS!IN THE PAST MONTH:
Drank alcohol :I'm a drunkard.
Gone to the mall : Of course in the cause of liberation.
Been on stage :Just this morning. I'm the proud owner of a very beautiful certificate. >.<
Eaten sushi : Gross. The rice will all fall out.
Been dumped : Cowards get dumped. I got guts so I dump people.
Gone skating : Nope. But I talked about it.
Dyed your hair : You will get cancer and then you would become bald --no point dying.

HAVE YOU EVER:
Changed who you were to fit in : Changes takes place everywhere, anywhere; everytime, anytime.

Love: Myself. I don't have self identitiy crisis you know.
butithoughtwasadream;
things iyearntoremember;
--acrossmymemory

Monday, October 23, 2006 { 1:44 PM }

FAREWELL ASSEMBLY REHEARSAL was a total waste of time! Basically, I had to go back to school even though it was marking day for me. By doing so, school deprived me of 3 hours of enjoyment at home.
The secondary threes and secondary fours were busy indulging themselves in sweet talks and did not bother much about the teacher yelling her lungs out. This resulted in batch leaders not knowing where to stand on stage, who is supposed to give the cue to take a bow, not being able to hear the emcees and of course everything has to be repeated!
I must also say that people cannot differentiate a formal and informal occasion. Fearewell Assembly is round the corner and the rehearsals are down right important to ensure that the preize presentation goes smoothly on that day. If only this was as strict as the South Zone Colours Award Ceremony, many girls would be barred from receiving the certificate. Belts are loose, fringes not pinned up, socks are buried deep inside shoes, long fingernails so on and so forth. Prefects are not carrying out their duties well and they call themselves leaders? I jolly well think that in that case, I would make a better role model than them! It's a privilege to receive an award on the last day of school and there is nothing to be shy of. Can't they even stop and shake the principal's or vice-principals' hands instead of shaking it while in a hurry to move off? Can't they even follow simple instructions as to stand right at the end of the stage instead of in front of the stand? Can't they even leave their bags in the hall for a while and not bring it along while making way down to the ampitheatre? can't they even walk in batches and save the time needed to rearrange themselves back at the amphi? This is simply absurd!
Mann.. I seriously DO NOT lok forward to the next rehearsal on 1st November at 11am. Wonder if it would be the same as today...
butithoughtwasadream;
thingsiyearntoremember;
--acrossmymemory

Saturday, October 21, 2006 { 3:17 PM }

Optical illusions

I found these 2 images while randomly surfing the net and they're so cool. What a play with words!

Evil within good.
Moral of lesson learnt:
DO NOT JUDGE A BOOK BY IT'S COVER.
2 Ambiguity.
Moral of lesson learnt:
TOO AMBIGUOUS IS... (I don't know)
butithoughtwasadream;
thingsiyearntoremember;
--acrossmymemory

Friday, October 20, 2006 { 10:18 PM }

The wonder of the YOUNG...

Setting: In the lift in Simei Mrt station
Character(s): 2 young girls from some primary school, wearing school uniform and carrying big school bags. Both had just alighted from the train.

Girl 1 was using her little finger to poke girl 2
Girl 2: Why are you touching me? You touch some more, I dig my nose and touch you.
Girl 1is ignorant to her words and continued poking girl 2.
Girl 2: You veh smart hor?
She placed her finger by her nostril and the lift became extremely silent. Everyone including me was focusing our attention on them
Girl 2 moved her finger closer to her nose.
Girl 1: Eeeee... You dig your nose.
Girl 2: I never lorh. Just put my finger liddat only.
Girl 1: You bluff larh, you dig your nose!!
Girl 2: What larh, no okay.
At this moment, the life door opened and the adults walked out with disgusted looks.
butithoughtwasadream;
thingsiyearntoremember;
--acrossmymemory

{ 9:01 PM }

LAST PERSON WHO...

Slept in your bed: I only share my bed with I, Me and Myself.
Made you cry: I don't cry in front of people, unless it's really unbearable.
You shared a drink with: My sister.
You went to the movies with: My family.
You went to the mall with: I hate shopping. My legs go weak. :/
Sent you an e-mail: Aaron Tan Zheng Kai to ask me to unblock him online.
You kissed: I have not lost my kissing virginity.

HAVE YOU EVER...

Said "I love you" and meant it?: Yes.
Been to New York?: No.
Been to Florida?: No.
California?: No.
Hawaii?: No.
Mexico?: No.
China?: Yes, and I have been to almost the whole of the country. Bleahs.
Canada?: No.
Danced naked?: Firstly, I don't like dancing. Secondly, why would i go around nude? No.
Wish you were the opposite sex?: Yeah. I get jealous easily and I would hope that I could be someone else, "regarless of race, language and religion".
Had an imaginary friend?: Yes.

Red or blue?: Blue, and I'm typing this word in red. hah.
Spring or fall?: Spring. It represents HOPE.
Last noise you heard?: My dad's laughter on the phone.
Things you like in a guy?: Anything that a typical girl would look for. Looks, character, wealth, intelligence, and most importantly: LOYALTY
Do you have a crush on someone?: No.
What book are you reading now?: I have not read anything sine the start of the term. I was already about to crumble to pieces and you expect me to pick up a book, put my legs on the table and enjoy myself? Get ALIVE.
Worst feeling in the world: I suppose, false happiness.
What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: GAHH. Last paper today, MATH.
How many rings before you answer?: I don't answer the house phone cause I can't be bothered to stand up and walk. If my handphone rings, I would look at the ID first, aomeone i know, I would pick up immediately. Some annonymous, I will let it ring on and on and on till that person hangs. >.<
Future daughter's name: Don't know.
Future son's name: Don't know.
Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous?: Ambidextrous. I can write with both my right hand and left hand, just that my writings look WORLDS APART.
Do you type with your fingers on the right keys?: No. Though I try sometimes, but my fingers just can't stay in that area where they are only in charge of.
Siblings: 2 younger sisters.

THE EXTRA STUFF...

Do you do drugs?: Yes, when I'm sick, I consume medicine. They are a form of drug. haha.
Do you drink?: I drink water EVERYDAY.
What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use?: L'oreal-- "cause I'm [you're] worth it."
What are you most scared of?: Failing, not for school exams but in the future.
What clothes do you sleep in?: Pyjamas.
Who is the last person who called you?: My sister.
Where do you want to get married?: In the air, in the water, anywhere just not in HOTELS. I want to be different from the rest.
If you could change anything about yourself what would that be?: My brain. I want to be smarter!!
Favorite number: The one and only 1.
Been In Love?: Uh huh. But don't dig up past memories. Let it continue to stay buried deep in my memories.
What Type Automobile Do You Drive: The go-cart. That's the only kind of car I am licensed to drive at this age.
Do You Have A Job: Yea mann.. I earn my income through studying my brains out.
Do You Like Being Around People: Yes.
Are you for world peace: Uh huh. Why must people even fight?
Are you a health freak: Yes. I hate getting sick. Delay me from reaching success!!

STUFF...

Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: Yes.
Have You Ever Cried Over Something Someone of The Opposite Sex Did: Nope. Not such strong feelings towards each other.
Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: Yes. If you are a guy, scroll up and read what kind of boys i fancy.
Do you Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: Yes.
Ever liked a close boy/girl friend: No.Won't that be so awkward?
Are You Lonely Right Now: No.
Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: Nope. I don't believe that I possess such lousy qualities.
Do You Want Kids: I have no idea.

FAVOURITE...

Room in house: Bedroom!!
Memory: I can't think of 1 now. haha. There are simply so much wonderful memories that I can't pick 1 from it.
Day Of The Week: Friday. The slackest day of the week.
Colour: Black.
Month: March!!
Season: Don't know. I only experience summer in Singapore.

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...

Cried: Nope.
Bought Something: Yes. Chocolates!!
Gotten Sick: I got sick of TUITION.
Sang: Yes. Sang along with my computer. haha.
Said I Love You: Nope.
Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: Um.. No.
Met Someone New: Yes. Plenty of commutors in the mrt you know.
Had A Serious Talk: Yes, during luch today with my mother, about my future and how I am ruining it by using the computer so much.
Missed Someone:No.
Hugged someone: No.
Kissed someone: No.
Fought With Your Parents: Yes, this morning after school. My mother was irritated for having to wait for me. She started to "fight" with me. Not my fault...
Dreamt About Someone You Can't Be With: Nope. I dream about myself. If not, don't dream at all. haha.

Okay, having answered all of these questions, I proudly proclaim that I have posted 3 times today and this is my third quiz done today!


butithoughtwasadream;
thingsiyearntoremember;
--acrossmymemory

{ 2:27 PM }

Yay, I don't know what is wrong with me, but I feel like doing quizzes today.

01. What is your full name??
Yee Chern Hwee
02. What color pants are you wearing??
Um.. I'm wearing shorts. Black.
03. What are you listening to right now??
If I Kissed You by Corrinne May Ying Foo
04. What are the last four digits of your phone number??
9298
05. What was the last thing you ate??
Claypot rice.
06. If you were a crayon what color would you be??
Perhaps a red crayon. Actually, isn't being a brush much better?
07. Last Person You Spoke To on The Phone??
My father
08. The First Thing You Notice about the Opposite Gender??
Height of their pants.
09. Do you Like The Person Who Sent You This??
I copy and pasted it from Yun Rui's blog. haha. Yea, I like her.
10. What's Your Favourite Drink??
Fresh grape juice.
11. What's Your Favourite Alcoholic Drink??
Sparkle drink. Pop it with me on first of January mann..
12. What's Your Favorite Sport??
Wushu. But I like track too.
13. What's Your Hair Color??
Brownish-black.
14. What's Your Eye Color??
Brown.
15. Do You Wear Contacts??
Nope. I've got perfect eyesight.
16. Siblings and their ages??
2 sisters. One 11 going on 12 and the other 9 going on 10. I'm the oldest. hah.
17. Favourite Month?
March!
18. Last Movie You Watched??
I seldom watch movies. I buy the dvd to watch in the comfort of my house.
19. Favourite Day of the Year??
4th March.
20.Are you too shy to ask someone out??
Nope. What's there to be shy of?
21. Summer or Winter??
Winter. But there is only summer in Singapore.
22. Hugs or Kisses??
Kisses. They show more sincerity.
23. Relationships or One Night Stands??
Relationships.
24. Chocolate or Vanilla??
Chocolates, DUH.
25. Who is most likely to respond??
Respond to what?
26. Who is most likely to not respond??
Again, respond to what?
27. Living preferences??
Far far far away out in the open sea with someone I truly love.
28. What's on your mouse pad??
My handphone and wallet. They can't leave me for a single moment. I would be hopeless.
29. What did you do last night??
Mug Maths. I want a full marks for this EOY!
30. Favourite flavour??
Chocolate. I know it's heaty, that's why I also know I'm hot. XD
31. Can you touch your nose with your tongue??
Nope. But my sister can..
32. What inspires you??
Photographs.
33. Buttered/Plain/Salted Popcorn??
None of the above. I like popcorn with honey.
34. Favourite type of car??
The sleek perlite grey Mercedes S500. I know I'm high-class. XD.
35. Favourite type of flower??
Black tulip. XD they are really rare.
36. How many keys are there on your key ring??
I don't use keys. I press the doorbell.
37. Can you juggle??
Yes, with my hands and currently learning how to juggle with my foot from Samantha.
38. Can you put your toes in your mouth??
Eww... Won't you fall ill after doing that?
39. Do you have a crush (or a relationship)??
I don't crush him, but i find him fuckingly hot!
40. Name of your crush/stead??
Yee Nobody. haha.
41. Star Sign??
Pieces. Hmm.. is that how you spell it?
42. Favourite Movie??
Don't know. As long as I watch it, I like it. Hmm.. I think I'm rather subjective.
43. Favourite Girl & Boy??
I'm straight. That person ought to be a guy. Why can't this quiz ask, "Most hated Girl and Boy??"
44. Ever Been Kissed By a Boy/Girl you like??
Nope. It's so gross to be kissed at this age.
45. Favourite Brand?
Simple Plan. yay.
46. Movies or Series??
Series.
47. Novels or short stories?
Short stories.
48. Online chatting or SMS?
Online chatting and SMS-ing. My phone is just beside me and the computer is in front of me.
49. Shoes or barefooted?
Shoes. Walking barefooted would make me have a hard time washing my feet.
50. backpack or slingbag?
Slingbag. But they seem to harm your backbone.

butithoughtwasadream;
thingsiyearntoremember;
--acrossmymemory

{ 10:51 AM }

I've been tagged by Jolyn to do this quiz some time ago, but only till now, then I'm willing to do. Actually, what's with this lovee-dovee thingy?

1. Single, taken or crushing?
Hello? I'm only THIRTEEN. Single.
2. Are you happy with your life now?
Yes of course! EOYs are officially OVER!!!
3. When you meet the right person, will you fall for him/her fast?
Uh huh
4. Have you had your heart broken?
Duh, but NOT RELATED TO ANY LOVE AFFAIRS.
5. Do you believe there are circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
Why not? "...can practice what you preach, would you turn the other cheek?..."
6. Would you talk to someone back if he/she cheats on you?
Hmm... depends on how close we were.
7. Have you talk to another person about marriage before?
Nope.
8. Do you want children?
Females are supposed to play an active role in maintaining the world's population. haha. But it's going to make me lose my figure and hurt my ass. XD. I have no idea.
9. How many?
IF I decide to have, then perhaps, a girl and a boy.
10. Would you consider adoption?
Yea, if I choose not to have children.
11. If someone likes you right now, what do you think will let you know his/her feelings?
Those pair of eyes and that smile.
12. Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
No. Boys I meet now are not really of my taste, except HIM. But we aren't talking love.
13. Be honest. What did you and your ex did?
I have got no ex. So expect, NOTHING.
14. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Uh huh. There are just some guys who are really hot. It's only a matter if we are fated.
15. Are you romantic?
I guess so. O.o
16. Do you believe you can change someone?
Yes, that's the power of words. I will talk them out of their old self.
17. If you could marry somewhere, where would it be?
In the air or in the water, anywhere but in HOTELS.
18. Do you easily give in when you're fighting?
Nope. GIVING IN IS A SIGN OF BEING A WEAKLING.
19. Do you have feelings for someone right now?
Define feelings. If it's a crush, obviously no.
20. Have you ever wish you could have someone but you messed it up?
Apparently i think so.
21. Have you broken a heart?
Expect me to. When I hate you fo something you did, I will hurt you till you are harrassed by your own conscience for the rest of your life. I'm simply VICIOUS.
22. One day if your best friend fall in love with he/she that you are deeply in love with,what would you do?
Firstly, that person would not be my best friend. Secondly, I will force him to make a decision right in front the both of us. Whoever he chooses, shall be it.
23. Are you missing someone right now?
Nope.

butithoughtwasadream;
thingsiyearntoremember;
--acrossmymemory

Thursday, October 19, 2006 { 12:16 PM }

CONGRATULATE ME for my stupidity, (no, I'm smart).
I know perfectly well that I live in a world of self denial. I like it and what can you do?

Stop trying to convince me,
I'm not listening.
Save your saliva,
I'm really not listening.

Argh.. And now Chemistry has or rather, will pull my Science grade point down. Stupidstupidstupid.
Yeah, blame it on my brain and eyes. I read the graph wrongly and POOF there goes a mark. Blame it on the invigilator. She calculated the time according to her watch and ahah, i was so totally confused about when to hand up my paper. I rushed when there was at least 5 minutes to complete the last question and I shall hope against hope that I read the question correctly. I feel bad.
Ohwells, I ought to be glad that i only started mugging yesterday and i was able to answer the whole paper. I love my brain. I can just simply memorise the points word for word and then just regurgitate (wow, big word) everything.
Geography was surprisingly easy. Perhaps cause i studied for it. Yes, i spent time reading my textbook and notes. It certainly paid off. Gee..
I have ran thus so far. Only to find a dead end.
A day more and everything would just crumble down, both in joy and in sadness.
I have reached the last lap and I guess it's just time to speed up.
Exams will be FINALLY over; I completed yet another marathon.
The time I clocked would be simply a year-- a very long yet fast year.
2 months of rest and yes, I would be prepared for the start of another race.
A level up in the game of life, a step leading up to greater heights.
6 remaining years till 20; 6 more years to achieve my goal.
Take my words, baby, I'm going to start 2007 anew.
butithoughtwasadream;
thingsiyearntoremember;
--acrossmymemory

Wednesday, October 18, 2006 { 12:32 PM }

YIPPEEEE...
THERE WOULD NOT BE HISTORY FOR THE REST OF THE YEAR. REJOICE WITH ME PEOPLE, REJOICE!!!
As expected, I could not do the uility question.
Oh please, my history sucks and then the teachers are trying to kill me by asking "How useful do you think this source is..."
I think all sources are stupid and why why why must it be on Tang?
TANG XUAN ZONG, I have no idea who he is.
Nevertheless, I think I did well for the Explorers question.
It just so happened that we were tested on the "depletion of food and water posed as the main obstacle for early explorers". Yes, I have been memorising all the obstacles and examples the night before and haha, I simply wrote everything i remembered down.
You know, RATS and GRASS was of little help. Hannah, Audrey and I came up with this acronym thing to help us memorise the features of the Tang. haha. That's called co-operative learning.
Literature was um, I guess as usual? I never expected much from lit cause i just can't see things that deep. is like, I have this mentality of " Why bother going so deep into something and make yourself suffer?" Hmm.. I'm definately wrong to say I am far-sighted. ohwells... Just give me a 14/25 and I'm happy. :)
Now, I have to prepare myself for geography. I'd better start memorising now.


butithoughtwasadream;
thingsiyearntoremember;
--acrossmymemory
(yes, from now on, i shall end my posts like that)

Tuesday, October 17, 2006 { 3:45 PM }

It just suddenly came to me, though i wasn't sure how.
HISTORY can really take my life away...


I HAVE GOT TO...
Let those silent screams in my mind out.
Nobody hears them, except me.
Nobody hates history, except me.
My poor ears. My poor brain.

My old carefree self has disappeared,
my smile is for once GONE.
This is the last chance.
Just a C, please?
Another F and POOF! i'd be screwed.

RANT RANT RANT RANT.
The tang dynasty is driving me wild.
I know to those people out there
with very high intellect,
it is merely 4 aspects.

DEFENCE
ECONOMIC
CULTURAL DEVELOPMENT
and of course, POLITICAL.

Now now, can anyone just elighten me?
What's with the dead emperors?
Why study them
when they are buried deep beneath?

History made me worried
for my languages (yesterday and today).
Oh no! My writing, it's all in a mess.
I sowed the seed, I get the fruit.

If only teachers had perfect eyesight.
Would then not need me to WRITE BIGGER.
To me, it's already BIG.
If only teachers had a historian's brain.
Would then not need me to wrte legiblly.
They can go figure it out themselves.
I'm not saying that my papers are that messy,
I just hope that i would not get pennalised.
A mark might just determine my fate.
Passing and failing.

You all ought to know that optimism
does not necessary work.
When you conceal your sadness,
the effects are unpredictable.
A false smile;
I'd rather don't smile.
A "false" subject;
I'd rather don't study.
Like, you know,
who cares about the past when there is always the future?
at least I don't.
Be it you loving or hating me,
I just want to shout it out loud.
"HISTORY CAN REALLY TAKE MY LIFE AWAY!!!..."

Monday, October 16, 2006 { 6:29 PM }

The music 've been repeating itself over again and again.
BUT everything else seemed to reach a standstill.
I am totally unprepared and the battle had already started.
It's no point staying up late studying,
the enemy's is too strong.
Any time, it might just take over me.
NO. This would never happen.

Ahhh.. Today mark the start of EOYs.
What a great start to the week with english comprehension and composition.
Perhaps, it was just me being nervous or perhaps the time seemed to inch relentlessly forward.
At times, my hear would skip a beat.
" So much so for wanting to ace the first paper"
This line haunted me at night.
Lying on my bed listening to the clocks ticking and staring blankly into space.
I couldn't sleep till 2am.
The cuckoo clocks were VERY irritatng.

Tomorrow would be higher chinese.
I am burning out.
My energy level is running low.
Somebody please save me.

History is on wednesday.
My weakest subject.
I think i might cry while looking at the paper.
I'm scared right down to the core.
EXPLORERS, SHANG AND TANG.
They are certainly not easy.
I obviously do not have a flair for history.
Someone, save me...


{ 5:59 PM }

Untitled
I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
Chorus:How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
the night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
the night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
the night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
"Good things certainly have a way of falling apart."
What a way to end a composition.
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Where were you when i needed you the most?
It's overpowering me.
I am barely clinging onto dear life.
Where were you?
I am just so tired.
Quit playing the game for two.
You stole my heart and ran away,
leaving my tears to fall like rain.
I didn't wish to bring up past memories but..
I simply just LOVED you.
Don't you understand?
The blurred image of you,
flicker in my mind everytime i hear this song.
Look at the scars (literally and figuratively).
I'm only tirteen and yet,
time has showed mercy.
It made me wait.
A year, two years, three years, four years?
Don't let it become eternity.
My patience has it's limits..
You changed my perspective of you.
Get out of my life.
No, how could I
have become so harsh?
Turn back boy,
and let's start all over again.
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I have no idea what i am saying. =.=" It's just how i feel.

Sunday, October 01, 2006 { 10:19 PM }

YO EVERYBODY. ( influenced by samantha cause i read her posts too often and she starts every post like this. haha. )
I feel a great sense of accomplishment as i FINALLY finished writing my chinese composition. It's seven and a half sides of the foolscap paper. Cool mann. haha. I know i have put in a lot of effort and I for once did not crap talk.
Yepps, i strongly recommend you guys to go to this restaurant called "Cha Cuisine Pte Ltd". The dishes served there is friggingly nice as they are cooked with tea leaves. Yum.. :D